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Our mindfulness will gain a higher frequency, like water poured from a kettle( from Ajahn Chah)

Lead me from dreaming to waking. Lead me from opacity to clarity. Lead me from the complicated to the simple. Lead me from the obscure to the obvious. Lead me from intention to attention. Lead me from what I'm told I am to what I see I am. Lead me from confrontation to wide openness. Lead me to the place I never left, Where there is peace, and peace - The Upanishads
*note*..people ask me sometimes in emails..why I so fascinated with these forest monks whom meditated their ass off,day and night..in the forests...that's because I also did that,when,for over 8 months with no food I was just meditating..I still wonder how I survived,when I look back..so I can sense their desire,and commitment..and if you think 10 minutes of daily meditation is enough for you to abandon the illusion that you are the body,and realize you are the spirit,or God within experiencing itself(whatever that spirit means...I tell you what it means..is the pure awareness shinning,you always had it since birth,but unless you have samadhi powers you can't see it or use it ..other then when you're meditating ..in other words..nirvikalpa is about the same as second jhana of the buddhists...or seeing the TAO ALL THE TIME..the rest is integration...please be aware that not even nirvikalpa(and you can't get nirvikalpa or the state with no doubt,unless your true ki,or innate kundalini opens fully your sahasrara..that is because the consciousness is linked to the BODY,at least before you've seen the TAO..) is NOT enlightenment as in Buddhism..that is about not ONLY about seeing your true face(as Tao) but using it..usually the buddhists stop at ,,seeing the tao,, and not realize that the very face they seen in transformation(or life ) it was all the time themselves )..tough luck for you...because the true work starts only AFTER nirvikalpa (or the second jhana,but while you're not meditating,but in real life..I use the second jhana example as as point of,,innate..or ,,not induced by concentration,,..or,,innate bliss,,..even though I am aware that the budhists have to pass first on the first jhana to get to second..I just used the qualities of the second one,to explain you what really nirvikalpa means..because this is not about concentration,attention,or anything like watching the breath..is just like ..your eyes see everything...the vision is wide..your see everything as IT appears ..the mind is always steady,as a watcher..I think you actually become the watcher in the nirvikalpa stage,but I can't be sure about this..that's because there are higher levels which I can't explain you right now,but I will later,if I have time.
In any case..is about the pure ,,brilliance,,..or the ,,One eye of Kripto wisdom muscle,,..or..the marvelous Dogen ,,sheer luminosity,,..be careful that the inside of your ki levels decide your experience levels.
In any case...Be aware that seeing the TAO is one event only..and NEVER abandons you..you can be in deep pain like when I was when I broke my foot in that motorcycle accident..and managed to completely subdue the pain by my mahayogi powers..and see the sensations,KNOW they are transitory(as the Buddha said about..or the Kripto inside you) and KNEW how to adjust them(if you are a mahayogi..but Tai-Chi or the taoists use the concept of manipulating ki..even though they don't use the true ki..because the true ki is your spirit power,and it actually feels like a wind,or a negative ions machine producing ozone,like this ones?..Ozone ) quote"Ozone (O3, pronounced /ˈoʊzoʊn/), or trioxygen, is a triatomic molecule, consisting of three oxygen atoms."
What I find interesting in the areas of spirituality..is that many religions as Christianity (you were supposed to love and forgive your neighbor,as Jesus said..as YOURSELF..did you??) or Muslims whom pray 5 times a day to some Allah(and they actually bow down..the correct form is to pray to Allah that the unbelievers should be wiped out of this earth,due to the over 2000 years war between the muslims and the christians ..isn't that funny?..)
Enough of my babblings...enjoy the Ajahn Chah please..from http://www.accesstoinsight.org/lib/thai/chah/not_for_sure.html
Kisses :)
Thus spokenth the mahayogi...
-added by danny-
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Still, Flowing Water


Okay, everyone, pay attention. Don't let your mind focus on this person or that. Create the feeling that right now you're sitting alone on a mountain or in a forest somewhere, all by yourself. What do you have sitting here right now? Just body and mind, that's all, only these two things. Everything sitting in this physical lump here is "body." "Mind" is what's aware of sense impressions and is thinking in the present. These two things are also called nama and rupa. Nama refers to what has no rupa, or form. All thoughts and sensations, such as feelings, perceptions, thought-fabrications, and consciousness, are nama. They're all formless. When the eye sees forms, those forms are called rupa. The awareness of forms is called nama. Together they're called nama and rupa, or simply body and mind.


Understand that what's sitting here in the present moment is just body and mind. Everything comes out of these two things. If you want peace, these are the only things you have to know. But the mind at present is still untrained. It's dirty. Unclean. It's not the primal mind. We have to train it by making it peaceful from time to time.


Some people think that concentration means sitting, but the truth of the matter is that standing, sitting, walking, and lying down are part of the practice, too. You can practice concentration at any time. Concentration literally means "firm intent." To practice concentration you don't have to imprison the mind. Some people think, "I have to go look for some peace, to sit without any issues arising at all. I want to sit in total silence," but that's a dead person, not a live one. To practice concentration is to give rise to knowledge, to give rise to discernment.


Concentration is a firm intent, focused on a single object. What kind of object is a single object? The proper object. Ordinarily we want to sit in total silence. People come and say, "I try to sit in concentration, but my mind won't stay put. First it runs off one place, then it runs off somewhere else. I don't know how to make it stop still." It's not the sort of thing you can stop. You're not trying to stop it from running, for the running is where it's aware of itself. People complain, "It runs off and I pull it back again; then it walks off again and I pull it back once more...." So they just sit there pulling back and forth like this.


They think their mind's running around, but actually the only things that run are our impressions. For example, look at this hall here: "Wow," you say, "it's so big!" But the hall isn't what's big, just our impression of it. Actually, this hall is just the size it is, not big, not small, but we run around after our impressions of things.


Meditating to find peace: You have to understand what this word "peace" is. If you don't understand it, you won't be able to find it. For example, suppose you brought a pen with you to the monastery today, one that you love, an expensive one that cost 500 or 1000 baht. And suppose that on your way here you put the pen in your front pocket, but later you took it out and put it somewhere else, like your back pocket. Now when you feel for it in your front pocket: It's not there! You panic. You panic because you don't see the truth of the matter. You get all upset. Standing, walking, coming and going, you can't stop worrying about your lost pen. Your misunderstanding causes you to suffer: "What a shame! I've only had it for a few days and now it's lost."


But then you remember, "Oh, of course! When I went to bathe I put the pen in my back pocket." As soon as you remember this you feel better already, even without seeing your pen. See that? You're happy already; you can stop worrying about your pen. You're sure about it now. As you walk along, you run your hand over your back pocket and there it is. Your mind was lying to you. Your pen wasn't lost, but the mind lied to you that it was. You suffered because you didn't know. Now when you see the pen and your doubts are gone, your worries calm down. This sort of peace and calm comes from seeing the cause of the problem: samudaya, the cause of suffering. As soon as you're sure that the pen is in your back pocket, there's nirodha, the cessation of suffering.


So you have to contemplate to find peace. What people usually refer to as peace is simply the calming of the mind, not the calming of the defilements. You're just sitting on top of your defilements, like a rock sitting on the grass. The grass can't grow because the rock is sitting on it. In three or four days you take the rock off the grass and it starts growing again. The grass didn't really die. It was just suppressed. The same holds for sitting in concentration: The mind is calmed but the defilements aren't, which means that concentration isn't for sure. To find real peace you have to contemplate. Concentration is one kind of peace, like the rock sitting on the grass. You can leave it there many days but when you pick it up the grass starts growing again. That's only temporary peace. The peace of discernment is like never picking up the rock, just leaving it there where it is. The grass can't possibly grow again. That's real peace, the calming of the defilements for sure. That's discernment.


We speak of discernment and concentration as separate things, but actually they're one and the same. Discernment is just the movement of concentration. They come from the same mind but go in different directions, with different characteristics, like this mango here. A small mango eventually grows larger and larger until it's ripe. It's all the same mango. They're not different ones. When it's small, it's this mango. When it's large, it's this mango. When it's ripe, it's this mango. Only its characteristics change. When you practice the Dhamma, one condition is called concentration, the later condition is called discernment, but in fact virtue, concentration, and discernment are all the same thing, just like the mango.


Actually, in practicing the Dhamma, whatever happens, you have to start from the mind. Do you know what this mind is? What is the mind like? What is it? Where is it? Nobody knows. All we know is that we want to go over here or over there, we want this and we want that, the mind feels happy or sad, but the mind itself we can't know. What is the mind? The mind isn't "is" anything. We've come up with the supposition that whatever receives impressions, both good and bad, we call "heart" or "mind." Like the owner of a house. Whoever receives the guests is the owner of the house. The guests can't receive the owner. The owner stays put at home. When guests come to see him, he has to receive them. Who receives sense impressions? Who lets go of sense impressions? That's what we call "mind." But we don't understand it, so we think around in circles: "What is the mind? What is the heart?" Don't confuse the issue like this. What is it that receives impressions? Some impressions it likes and some it doesn't. Who is that? Is there something that likes and dislikes? Sure there is, but we don't know what it's like. That's what we call "mind." Understand? Don't go looking far away.


In our practice, it's not necessary to talk of concentration or vipassana (insight); just call it practicing the Dhamma, that's enough. And start following this practice from your own mind. What is the mind? The mind is what receives or is aware of sense impressions. With some sense impressions there's pleasure; with others there's sorrow. The thing that receives impressions leads us to happiness and suffering, right and wrong, but it isn't a thing. We suppose it to be a thing, but it's really only nama-dhamma. Is goodness a thing? Is evil? Do happiness and suffering have a shape? No. Are they round or square? How short or long? Do you know? They're nama-dhamma. They can't be compared to things — but we know that they're there.


So we're told to begin the practice by calming the mind. Make it aware. If the mind is aware, it'll be at peace. Some people don't go for awareness. They just want to have peace to the point where there's nothing — so they never learn anything. If we don't have this "one who knows," what is there to base our practice on?


With no long, there's no short; with no right, there's no wrong. People these days keep studying, looking to understand what's right and what's wrong, what's good and evil, but they don't know neither-rightness-nor-wrongness. All they're looking to know is what's right and wrong: "I'm going to take only what's right. I won't take what's wrong. Why should I?" If you try to take only what's right, in a short while it'll go wrong. It's right for the sake of wrong. People keep searching for what's right and wrong, but they don't try to find what's neither-rightness-nor-wrongness. They study about good and bad, they search for merit and evil, but they don't study the point where there's neither merit nor evil. They study issues of long and short, but the issue of neither long nor short they don't study.


This knife has a blade, a back, and a handle. When you pick it up, can you lift only the blade? Can you lift only the back of the blade, or the handle? The handle is the handle of the knife; the back, the back of the knife; the blade, the blade of the knife. When you pick up the knife, you pick up all three parts together.


In the same way, if you pick up what's good, what's bad must follow. People search for what's good and try to throw away what's bad, but they don't study what's neither good nor bad. If you don't study this, things never come to an end. If you pick up goodness, badness comes along with it. It follows right along. If you pick up happiness, suffering follows along. They're connected. The practice of clinging to what's good and rejecting what's bad is the Dhamma of children, Dhamma for children to toy around with. Sure, if you want, you can take just this much, but if you grab onto what's good, what's bad will follow. The end of this path gets all cluttered up. So it's not so good.


Take a simple example. You have children. Now suppose you want to take only the love and not the hatred. This is the thinking of someone who doesn't understand these two things. If you take the love, hatred will come running in its wake. So when you set your heart on practicing the Dhamma, you have to use discernment. Study what's good to see what it's like. Study what's bad in as much detail as you can. Now, when you're acquainted with good and bad, what will you take? If you take the good, bad comes running in its wake. You don't study what's neither good nor bad. That's what people have to be dragged to study.


"I'm going to be like this," "I'm going to be like that" — but we never say, "I'm not going to be anything because there isn't any me": This we don't study. All we want to take is goodness. If we get goodness, we don't understand it. We get intoxicated with it. If things get too good, they'll start to go bad, and so we keep running back and forth like this.


We rest the mind to make it calm in order to become acquainted with what receives sense impressions, to see what it is. That's why we're told to keep track of the mind, to keep track of "what knows." Train the mind to be pure. How pure should you make it? If it's really pure, the mind should be above both good and evil, pure even above purity. Done. Only then are things over and done.


When we practice sitting in concentration, that's just a temporary kind of peace. When it's peaceful, issues arise. If there's an issue, there's what knows the issue, tests it, questions it, keeps after it, examines it. If the mind is simply blank then nothing happens. Some people really imprison the mind, thinking that that sort of peace is the genuine practice, but genuine peace is not just peace of mind. It's not just peaceful in that way. "I want to take just the ease and happiness, and not the stress and suffering." Once you're peaceful in this way, taking just the ease and happiness, after a while it gets uncomfortable. Discomfort comes in its wake. Get so that there's no happiness and suffering in the mind. That's where there's real peace. This is a subject that people rarely study, rarely understand.


To train the mind in the right way, to make it bright, to develop discernment: Don't think you can do it by sitting and making it just still. That's the rock sitting on the grass. People jump to the conclusion that concentration is sitting. That's just a name for concentration, but really, if the mind has concentration, walking is concentration, sitting is concentration — concentration with the walking, concentration with the sitting, the standing, the lying down. That's the practice.
Some people complain, "I can't meditate. It's too irritating. Whenever I sit down I think of this and that, I think of my house and my family. I can't do it. I've got too much bad kamma. I should let my bad kamma run out first and then come back and try meditating." Go ahead, just try it. Try waiting until your bad kamma runs out.


This is how we think. Why do we think like this? That's what we're studying. As soon as we sit, the mind goes way over there. We track it down and bring it back — and then it goes off again. This is how we study. But most of us want to skip class. We're like a student who skips class, who doesn't want to study his lessons. We don't want to see the mind when it's happy, when it's suffering. We don't want to see it change, but what will we ever know? You have to stay with the changing like this. Get acquainted with this: "Oh, the mind is like this. One moment it thinks of that, the next moment it thinks of this, that's its ordinary nature." Know it when it thinks. Know when its thoughts are good, when they're bad, when they're right and wrong. Know what it's like. When we know the affairs of the mind, then even if we're simply sitting, thinking about this or that, the mind is still in concentration. If we know what it's up to, we don't get irritated or distracted.


Let me give you an example. Suppose you have a pet monkey at home. It doesn't sit still. It likes to jump around and grab hold of things. That's how monkeys are. Now you come to the monastery. We have a monkey here too, and this monkey doesn't stay still either. It jumps around and grabs things just the same, but it doesn't irritate you, does it? Why? Because you're acquainted with monkeys. You know what they're like. If you know just one monkey, no matter how many provinces you go to, no matter how many monkeys you see, they don't irritate you, right? That's someone who understands monkeys.


If we understand monkeys then we won't become monkeys.If you don't understand monkeys, then as soon as you see a monkey, you become a monkey yourself, right? When you see it grabbing this and that, you think, "Grrr!" You get angry and irritated. "That damned monkey!" That's someone who doesn't understand monkeys. Someone who knows monkeys sees that the monkey at home and the monkey in the monastery are the same monkey, and so why should they irritate you? When you understand what monkeys are like, that's enough. You can be at peace. If the monkey runs around, it's only the monkey running. You don't run around with it. You don't become a monkey too. If it jumps in front of you and behind you, you don't get irritated by the monkey — because you understand monkeys, and so you don't become a monkey. If you don't understand monkeys, you become a monkey — understand? This is how things grow calm.


We have to know sense impressions, observe sense impressions. Some are likable, some are not, but so what? That's their business. That's what they're like. Just like monkeys. All monkeys are the same monkey. We understand sense impressions. Sometimes they're likable, sometimes they're not. That's what they're like. We have to get acquainted with them. When we're acquainted with them, we let them go. Sense impressions aren't for sure. They're inconstant, stressful, and not-self. We keep looking at them in that way. When the eye, ear, nose, tongue, body, and mind receive impressions, we know them, just like knowing monkeys. This monkey is just like the monkey at home. Then we can be at peace.


When sense impressions arise, know them. Why run after them? Impressions aren't for sure. One minute they're one way, the next minute another. Sometimes they stay as they were before. They exist through change. And all of us here exist through change.The breath goes out, then it comes back in. It changes like this. Try only breathing in: Can you do that? How many minutes would you last? Or try just breathing out without breathing in. If there were no change, could you survive? You wouldn't survive at all. You need to have both the in-breath and the out-breath. Only then can you walk to the monastery. If you just held your breath all the way coming here, you'd be dead by now. You wouldn't have made it. So understand this.


Sense impressions are the same. They have to be there. If they weren't there, you couldn't develop any discernment. If there were no wrong, there could be no right. You have to be right first before you can see what's wrong. Or you have to be wrong first before you can recognize what's right. That's the way things normally are.


If you're a student of the mind, the more sense impressions the better. But if you don't like sense impressions, if you don't want to deal with them, you're like the student who skips class, who doesn't want to learn or to listen to his teacher. These sense impressions are teaching us. When we know sense impressions in this way, we're practicing Dhamma. We know what they're like when they calm down, we know what their issues are — just like seeing monkeys. The monkey in your home doesn't irritate you. When you see the monkey here it doesn't irritate you — because you understand monkeys, right? You can be at ease.


The practice of Dhamma is like this. It's not very far away. It's right with us. The Dhamma isn't about divine beings or anything like that. It's simply about us, about what we're doing right now. Contemplate yourself. Sometimes there's happiness, sometimes suffering, sometimes comfort, sometimes irritation; sometimes you love that person, sometimes you hate this person. This is Dhamma. See?


To know this Dhamma, you have to read your sense impressions. Only when you're acquainted with them can you let them go. That way you can be at ease. The realization will come flashing up: "Hmm. This isn't for sure." When your impression changes: "This isn't for sure." You can be at your ease, in the same way that you can be at ease when seeing monkeys. You won't have any doubts. If you're acquainted with sense impressions, you're acquainted with the Dhamma. You can let go of sense impressions. You see that there's nothing for sure about sensations in any way at all. Have you ever been happy? Have you ever been sad? You don't have to answer, I can answer for you: "Yes." Are these things for sure? "No."


This not-for-sure-ness is the Buddha.The Buddha is the Dhamma. The Dhamma is what's not for sure. Whoever sees that things aren't for sure, sees for sure that that's the way they are. The way they are doesn't change into anything else. That's the way things are. That's what the Dhamma is like. And that's what the Buddha is like. If you see the Dhamma, you see the Buddha; if you see the Buddha, you see the Dhamma. If you know inconstancy, not-for-sure-ness, you'll let things go of your own accord. You won't grasp onto them.


You may say, "Don't break my glass!" But can you prevent something breakable from breaking? If it doesn't break now, it'll break later on. If you don't break it, someone else will. If someone else doesn't break it, one of the chickens will! The Buddha says to accept this. He penetrated all the way to seeing that this glass is already broken. This glass that isn't broken, he saw as already broken.Whenever you pick up the glass, put water in it, drink from it, and put it down, he tells you to see that it's already broken. Understand? The Buddha's understanding was like this. He saw the broken glass in the unbroken one. Whenever its time is up, it'll break. Develop this attitude. Use the glass; look after it. Then one day it slips out of your hand: "Smash!" No problem. Why no problem? Because you saw it as broken before it broke.


But usually people say, "I've taken such good care of this glass. Don't ever let it break." Later on the dog breaks it: "I'll kill that damn dog!" You hate the dog for breaking your glass. If your child breaks it, you hate him, too. You hate whoever breaks it. Why? Because you've dammed yourself up so that the water can't flow. You've made a dam without a spillway. The only thing the dam can do is burst, right? When you make a dam, you have to make a spillway, too. When the water rises up to a certain level, it can flow off safely to the side. When it's full to the brim, it can flow out the spillway. You need to have a spillway like this. Seeing inconstancy is the spillway of the Noble Ones. When you see things this way, you can be at peace. That's the practice of the Dhamma.


So I've learned to hold that whether standing, walking, sitting, or lying down, I keep on practicing, using mindfulness to watch over and protect the mind. That's concentration.That's discernment. They're both the same thing. They differ only in their characteristics.


If we really see inconstancy, which means that things aren't for sure, when we penetrate to see clearly that things aren't for sure, then what we see is for sure. Sure in what way? Sure that that's the way things are. They don't change into any other way. Understand? When you know just this much, you know the Buddha. You've done reverence to him. You've done reverence to his Dhamma. Take this principle and mull it over.


As long as you don't abandon the Buddha, you won't suffer. As soon as you abandon him, you'll suffer immediately. You'll suffer as soon as you abandon the principles of inconstancy, stress, and not-self.


If you can practice just this much, it's enough. Suffering won't arise, or if it does arise you can snuff it out easily. And that will be a cause for suffering not to arise in the future. That's where things finish, at the point where suffering doesn't arise. And why doesn't suffering arise? Because we're careful around the cause of suffering, or samudaya.


For instance, if this glass were to break, normally you'd experience suffering, right? We know that this glass will be a cause for suffering, so we get rid of the cause. All dhammas arise because of a cause. When they cease, it's also because of a cause. Now if there's suffering on account of this glass here, if you get angry and suffer from the anger.... If we reflect beforehand that this glass is already broken even when it isn't, the cause dies away. When there's no longer any suffering, that means it ceases. That's nirodha.


That's all there is. Don't stray away from this point. Just keep working away right here. Contemplate right here. Start out by contemplating your own mind. To put it in really basic terms, you should all have the five precepts as your foundation. You don't have to go study the Pali Canon. Watch your five precepts. Keep working at them always. Do this with care. At first you'll make mistakes. When you realize it, stop, come back, and start over again. Maybe you'll go astray and make another mistake. When you realize it, start over again, each and every time.


Your mindfulness will gain a higher frequency, like water poured from a kettle. If we tilt the kettle just a little, the water comes out in drops: glug ... glug ... glug. There are breaks in the flow. If we tilt the kettle a little bit more, the drops become more frequent: glug-glug-glug. If we tilt the kettle even further the glugs disappear and the water turns into a steady stream. There are no more drops. Where did they go? They didn't go anywhere. They've changed into a steady stream of water. They've become so frequent that they're beyond frequency. They meld into one another in a stream of water.


The Dhamma is just like this, talking in analogies, because the Dhamma doesn't have anything. It isn't round, doesn't have any corners. There's no way to get acquainted with it except through comparisons like this. If you understand this, you understand the Dhamma.


Don't think that the Dhamma lies far away from you. It lies right with you; it's about you. Take a look. One minute happy, the next minute sad, satisfied, then angry at this person, hating that person: It's all Dhamma.


Look yourself. What's trying to give rise to suffering? When you've done something that causes suffering, turn around and undo it. Turn around and undo it. You haven't seen it clearly. When you see it clearly, there's no more suffering. The cause has been put out. Once you've killed the cause of suffering, there are no more conditions for it to arise. If suffering is still arising, if you don't really know it, you have to endure it: That's not yet right. To put it in really simple terms, wherever you're stuck, wherever there's too much suffering, right there you're wrong. Whenever you're so happy that the mind starts swelling up — there: Wrong again! Whichever side it comes from doesn't matter. Bring everything together to this one point and keep exploring.


If you practice like this, you'll be mindful whether you're standing, walking, sitting, or lying down, coming or going, whatever you're doing. If you're always mindful and alert, you're sure to know right and wrong, happiness and suffering. When you're acquainted with these things, you'll know how to undo them so that there won't be any suffering. You won't let there be suffering.


I have people study concentration like this. When it's time to sit in meditation, then sit. That's not wrong. You have to know that, too. But concentration isn't just sitting. You have to let the mind encounter different things, then register them and bring them up to contemplate. Contemplate to know what? Contemplate to see, "Oh. That's inconstant. Stressful. Not-self. It's not for sure." Everything is not for sure, let me tell you.


"This is so beautiful, I really like it." That's not for sure.


"I don't like this at all." Tell it: It too is not for sure. Right? Absolutely. No mistake. But look at what happens. "This time I'm going to get this thing right for sure." You've gone off the track already. Don't. No matter how much you like something, you should reflect that it's not for sure.


When we eat some kinds of food we think, "Wow. That's so delicious. I really like that." There will be that feeling in the heart, but you have to reflect, "It's not for sure." Do you want to test how it's not for sure? Take your favorite food and eat it every day. Every single day, okay? Eventually you'll complain, "This doesn't taste so good anymore." You'll think, "Actually I prefer that kind of food." That's not for sure either! Everything has to go from one thing to the next, just like breathing in and out. We have to breathe in and breathe out. We exist because of change. Everything depends on change like this.


These things lie right with us, nowhere else. If we no longer have any doubts, then we can sit in comfort, stand in comfort. Concentration isn't just sitting. Some people sit until they fall into a stupor. They might as well be dead. They can't tell north from south. Don't take it that far. If you feel sleepy, then walk. Change your posture. Use your discernment. If you're totally sleepy then lie down. As soon as you wake up, get right up and continue your efforts. Don't let yourself get carried away with the comfort of lying down. If you're a meditator you have to practice like this. Have reasons for what you do. Discernment. Circumspection. You can't not be circumspect. You can't just know one side of things. You have to know the full circle like this.


Start knowing from your own mind and body, seeing them as inconstant. They're not for sure, neither body nor mind. The same goes for everything. It's not for sure. Keep this in mind when you think food is so delicious. You have to tell yourself: "It's not for sure!" You have to punch your likes first. Whatever the mind likes, you have to tell it, "It's not for sure." Punch it first. But usually these things just punch you every time. If you don't like something and suffer because you don't like it, it's punched you. "If she likes me, I like her": It's punched you. You don't punch it at all. You have to understand in this way. Whenever you like anything, just say to yourself, "This isn't for sure!" Whenever you don't like something, say to yourself, "This isn't for sure!" Keep at this and you'll see the Dhamma for sure. That's how it has to be.


Practice in all postures: sitting, standing, walking, lying down. You can feel anger in any posture, right? Walking you can feel anger, sitting you can feel anger, lying down you can feel anger. Sometimes you feel desire while lying down, while walking, while sitting. So you have to practice in all four postures, consistently, without any front or back. Keep at it like this. Only then can your knowledge be all around.


When you sit to get the mind to settle down, an issue starts running in. Before it's finished, another one comes running in. If they run in like this, tell yourself, "It's not for sure." Punch it before it gets a chance to punch you. Punch it with "It's not for sure."


You have to know its weak point. If you know that all things aren't for sure, all the thinking in your heart will gradually unravel, gradually unravel. You've seen that that's what's sure about it. Whenever you've seen that something isn't for sure, then even when lots of things come passing in, they're all the same. On a later day you contemplate again, and they're all still just the same.


Have you ever seen flowing water? Have you ever seen still water? If your mind is peaceful, it's like still, flowing water. Have you ever seen still, flowing water? There! You've only seen flowing water and still water. You've never seen still, flowing water. Right there, right where your thinking can't take you: where the mind is still but can develop discernment. When you look at your mind, it'll be like flowing water, and yet still. It looks like it's still, it looks like it's flowing, so it's called still, flowing water. That's what it's like. That's where discernment can arise.
So shine on
Shine on harvest moon
Up in the sky

I ain't had no loving' since January, February, June or July

Snow time ain't no time to stay outdoors and spoon
So shine on
Shine on harvest moon for me and my gal

Snow time ain't no time to stay outdoors and spoon
So shine on
Shine on harvest moon for me and my gal..

To nourish the vital energy, keep watch in silence;
In order to subdue the mind, act with non-action.
Of movement and stillness, be aware of their origin;
There is no work to do, much less someone to seek.
The true and constant must respond to phenomena;
Responding to phenomena, you must be unconfused.
When unconfused, the nature will stabilize by itself;
When the nature stabilizes, energy returns by itself.
When energy returns, the elixir crystallizes by itself;
Within the pot, the trigrams of heaven and earth are joined.
Yīn and yáng arise, alternating over and over again;
Every transformation comes like a clap of thunder.
White clouds form and come to assemble at the peak;
The sweet nectar sprinkles down Mount Sumeru.
Swallow for yourself this wine of immortality;
You wander so freely—who is able to know you?
Sit and listen to the tune played without strings;
Clearly understand the mechanism of creation.
It comes entirely from these twenty lines;
A true ladder going straight to Heaven.-Daoist text -
To us all towns are one, all men our kin. Life's good comes not from others' gift, nor ill. Man's pains and pains' relief are from within. Thus have we seen in visions of the wise !." - Tamil Poem-

Friday, May 06, 2011

The Fundamental insight

Lead me from dreaming to waking.
Lead me from opacity to clarity. Lead me from the complicated to the simple. Lead me from the obscure to the obvious. Lead me from intention to attention. Lead me from what I'm told I am to what I see I am. Lead me from confrontation to wide openness. Lead me to the place I never left, Where there is peace, and peace - The Upanishads
*note* I will try to comment a bit on Daniel Ingram's essay about integration..please be aware that none of enlightened individuals get along with others like them,other then in the essence ..the manifestation is bound on the 3 realms,because without it you'd get no realization..get it?
Therefore..in the history of humankind ..there is none enlightened individuals whom got along with other enlightened dudes or women..read the history of religions,see if they got together and shared their light..none did(but they quoted them after they were dead..guess talking about dead saints is better then talking to a living one...for whom wants to talk to a living saint if you are a saint one?..the mighty strategy is to talk about the dead ones,select what you want from their sayings..and add it to your religion,I guess....why is that?..where this insanity comes from?...why are so many religions,but no middle ground between them?..WHY..GRASSHOPPERS from Heaven? (please be careful that self-realization as in sahaja yoga,is not enlightenment,but a formidable building stone,since you just get the taste of the beauty of your true nature ,and emptiness of mind,etc..is about the first jhana of the buddhists(and be aware that you can't get the first jhana unless your true ki(kundalini) raises and penetrates the Fontanelle
quote"Fontanelles are soft spots on a baby's head which, during birth, enable the bony plates of the skull to flex, allowing the child's head to pass through the birth canal. The ossification of the bones of the skull causes the fontanelles to close over by a child's second birthday"

manifested as a cool breeze in your head and hands,and body..the beauty of it is that is your REAL ki(kundalini)...and it manifests like a tornado of bliss...this bliss transforms your emotions and mind..as integrating them in the universe within yourself power...be aware that every finger in your hands will tinkle if you have problems in the body..since every finger is a resonator to the 7 system chakras..
This VERY bliss is the foundation ..
The rest is for you,grasshoppers..to integrate this bliss in real life,since the principles of applying it have so many shortcomings that only the MIGHTY Kripto within you(the spirit,or god's essence manifested as you,a living ,eating,and shit producing (when you go to the toilet) then a worm producing (when you die..they will feed on your rotten body in the cemetery..isn't this amazing ..guess those crazy indians(from India,not the american indians whom eat  Buffalos for breakfast,and thanked them for giving them life ) vegetarians never told the worms to eat only carrots,because this is the way of the universe,to be vegetarian,right?..WRONG!
The universe is laughing at you,since is a interdependent fractal awareness collapsing itself into consciousness ..and really this is about uniting your consciousness factor with the KRIPTO within you(the pure spirit) before you die..this is NOT about what you eat...I'm laughing my ass off of the indians in India respecting the cows,like they are gods...and forgetting those caws also eat allot of their precious vegetables..they blame the westerners for eating cows,while they eat chickens like there is no tomorrow...why is that?..respect the chicken ,please...then they eat the carrots only...but the mahayogi SAYS!!..WHY don't you,indian..respect the life of a carrot?..or YOU REALLY THINK just because the CARROT can't scream...you can eat it?
I tell you that there is no more GOD in a carrot,or me,or a cow,or a chicken..then in a cabbage leaf..
Everything is interdependent ..
Every life depends on other life to survive,not as individual,but as species...for only HUMANS have the ability to become gods,not caws,or chickens..for Jesus's sake!(I mean only humans have the capacity to become immortal individuals..be aware that when an ant dies,nothing is lost..the collective ant survives..only advanced species can develop individuality..have you ever seen an individual ant,or an individual tree?..there is no such thing...they are like CELLS in a higher BODY..ponder..grasshoppers from heaven)
Even now,as a human..lots of bacteria thrive on your ass(like fungus or bacteria..they help you digest the carrots..or the Mc-Donald hamburger..or you thought that you can really say,,I am here to protect life?..no life..when you take a shit,all that life goes into the toilet..lots of life...trust me...shame on you for destroying the life!..and more shame on you if you're a vegetarian thinking the carrot doesn't suffer when you eat it!!..punk!..EVEN WHEN YOU"RE breathing you are destroying LIFE,since there are lots of life in the air ITSELF!..I recommend you die right now if you don't understand the principle of interdependence or of,,snake eating it's own tale,,..or ,,everything is a a collapsing awareness into consciousness...or..emptiness is form,form is emptiness ,as Buddha said.)
The one pure bright awareness never incarnates,since EVERYTHING is inside it.
THAT IS THE REAL YOU...
Everything dies,is born..and eats the other to survive...have you EVER thought about the purpose of CREATION?
What if..you are not that?
What if...everything is inside you?
What if something bothers you..you created it?
What if you are here to know yourself?
What if nothing exists,no past..no future..just this present moment?
What if the joy of knowing yourself as individual (yet universal) is the purpose?
And what if the pain of separating yourself from yourself..is the key for looking into yourself?
What if you accept the bliss of your true nature,and stop trying to project outside your inner non-resolved mind factors,whom decided how your life would be?
What if you understand you create them?
Thus spokenth the mahayogi..and ponder about my words,grasshoppers from heaven.
Kisses to you:)
-added by danny-
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Integration http://web.mac.com/danielmingram/iWeb/Daniel%20Ingram%27s%20Dharma%20Blog/The%20Blook/C03C53F1-567B-4F5B-9224-5DC5904ADD7A.htmlA friend of mine read through an earlier version of this work and commented that there was very little in this book on integration, the process by which one’s life comes to be a natural reflection of one’s insights. I replied that I would write something about integration when I knew something about it, which he thought was funny, particularly knowing me. However, over the years I have learned a few things about the endlessly complex, mysterious and yet strangely ordinary topic of integration and about living in the world during and in the wake of insights. There are many sources, such as A Path With Heart and After the Ecstasy, the Laundry, both by Jack Kornfield, that do a much better treatement of the issue than what follows, but hopefully some of these simple points will be of will be of use.
The first point is one that I have made implicitly above, but will make explicit here: Go ahead and get some deep insight to integrate in the first place. I have lots of friends on the spiritual path that seem to be doing work that I associate with integration when they don’t yet have any fundamental insight to integrate. This seems to be very strange way to go, if you ask me. They seem to be working on their stuff without the clarity and perspective that comes from realizations into the truth of things. Go get enlightened! Become a stream enterer at the very least and preferably become an arahat. Without these realizations, it is very hard to determine what needs work and what is just excessive delusion and mind noise created by the illusion of duality that still remains.
    Thus, when on retreat or doing formal practice, think carefully about what you want to achieve. Do you want to work on your stuff or work on fundamental insights? Realize that it might not be easy to do either, and so might be very hard to do both simultaneously. Do you want to gain deep insights and then work on your stuff from that foundation of basic clarity, or do you want to work on your stuff until, until, until when? Until you don’t have any stuff? Good luck!
    That brings me to the second point, which is to pick your battles. We can’t do everything. We can’t have it all. We simply don’t have the time or the energy. Spiritual technology will not change these simple facts of life. We can only be working on so many things at once and still do any of them well. We need breaks, downtime, and balance. However, if we are wise and discerning, we can craft a set of priorities for ourselves that honors our unique spiritual needs, relationship needs, career needs, recreational needs, and family needs, as well as the needs of others. We can do this in a way that is realistic and allows us to keep making good use of our life without burning out or stagnating. No one can ever tell you exactly how to do this. You have your own needs and life situation. Work with it as best you can.
    The third point about integration and living in the world that I have had to learn the hard way is a concept that I recently heard articulated very well by my friend Tom in the phrase, “Right plane, right time.” Like the simple lists of Part I, this phrase could be the basis of an entire book (see the difficult but excellent The Spectrum of Consciousness, by Ken Wilber, which spends a lot of time explaining how to keep our paradigms straight and not mix them up). From the point of view of integration, it basically means that one generally should use a way of approaching a situation or problem that fits with that situation or problem. One should be conscious of the conceptual frameworks that one uses when approaching each aspect of one’s life, as some conceptual frameworks or ways of being may not be helpful or appropriate for certain situations. I will illustrate this by way of some examples.
    When doing insight practices, is it useful to assume a few things. One should assume that no such thing as a body exists, nor does a mind exist, nor are there natural boundaries inherent in sensations. There are sensations that arise and pass quickly, are not able to satisfy due to the illusion of duality, and are “empty,” meaning that they imply no self or separateness that is in control. It is not all that useful to get overly concerned with what these sensations actually are or why they arose.
    When doing just about everything else, this way of proceeding may cause gigantic problems. For instance, when driving a car, one must assume that one’s car is a separate entity, one that should not collide with the other cars on the road. One must assume solidity and that one is in control of one’s car, one must pay attention to the edges of specific things, and be careful about the details of one’s driving environment, one’s destination, and the rules of the road. For “real world” problems, I have found that “real world” solutions are the way to go. Right plane, right time. It must also be said that paying more attention to our sensate world helps both with insight practices and the “daily life.”
    Another example to contrast with the paradigm useful in insight practices is in human relationships. Imagine someone saying to you, “You are so empty. You are so unsatisfactory. You are so transient.” It just doesn’t work. Imagine going into a bank at which you have recently overdrawn your account and saying, “I do not exist as a separate entity. There is no ‘I’ or ‘mine’ that can be found. Thus, all of this talk of me owing you something is nonsense. We are interdependent luminosity.” This just doesn’t fly. Right plane, right time. These are ridiculous examples, but if you hang out in spiritual scenes and pay attention to the conceptual frameworks people use and when they use them, you will find numerous similar errors in judgment.
    These examples also illustrate the important concept of being careful when talking about one’s practice. Chose the correct words or degree of silence for the people around you and the situations in which you find yourself, particularly soon after dramatic occurrences. I can’t tell you the number of times I have looked like a completely inconsiderate nutcase when I opened my big flapping pie-hole to the wrong people soon after some intense insight or rapture had occurred. As a dead French occultist once said, “To tell someone something they can’t understand is as bad as telling them a lie.” Wise words. Cultivate a network of friends with whom you can share these things, or keep a diary if this is not practical, or both. There is something helpful about being able to talk about unusual things in a safe and appropriate context.
    It is not uncommon for people who get deeply into practice to encounter two issues: that it is difficult to learn to go easily between one way of being and another, from one conceptual framework and another, and that practice and “the world” seem to be in direct conflict. Given our basic dualistic illusion, it often seems that we must let things go in some sort of literal sense, such as quitting a job, in order to “let it go” in the insight sense, to see the true nature of the sensations that make up the process. This is obviously not true, but such erroneous logic can be very tempting.
    As to the rest of integration, well, if we have insights to integrate, it just seems to happen. That’s about the best I can do. Life happens as before, and so it goes. We grow, we learn, we get sick and we die. To quote a song from a Bogart movie, “The fundamental things apply as time goes by.” Go and read some extensive book on the subject and tell me whether or not it basically said the same thing while using a whole lot more words to do so. Still, such books can be helpful



I chose this song because he died at 22 at the plane crash....while I am about 122 years old,yet look like him.(because of my mahayogi  powers...well..besides his glasses..and besides my lack of hairs on my bold head..please..)


Anyway..if I were to die today,..


I want you to tell you just one poem,grasshoppers..


Even if I live or die


Behold..I am happy


Age is just a number for my wisdom


Joyful all the time


I am the immortal


I love myself


To know the bliss


Look inside your heart


To know the power


Look inside your belly


To know the truth


Look above your head


To look at the absolute truth


Look at your feet


Then..when you breath cool breeze from your feet


You'll know the meaning of,,you are cool,,


As the only kripto immortal can be


Dead or alive...he is


But because he is so smart,so beautiful..and so humble..


He Loves you!!!


..I say!..celebrate!..for if you do,I'll make 1 wish come true,for each of you,grasshoppers..in the 10 realms...


I love you grasshoppers..


Always did.


Always will,in the 3 realms...and thank you for the wishes,in the 1 realm.Thank you all!!


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Danny Wonka,Danny Wonka..

The amazing Chocolatier!


Danny Wonka,Danny Wonka..


Everybody give a cheer!


He's modest,clever,and so smart


He barely can restrain it


With so much generosity


There is no way to contain it


To contain


To contain,to contain,to contaaaain..


Danny Wonka,Danny Wonka..


He's the one you're about to meet


Danny Wonka,Danny Wonka..


He's a genius who just can't be beat


The Magician and


The chocolate wiz


He's the best darn guy


Who ever lived...


Danny Wonka


here he isssss!


I'm inside you...feel my kiss?...




-added by danny-

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 Walking on sunshine song..but how many realize THEY ARE that sunshine?

Form is emptiness ,emptiness is form..


You crave for emptiness,you miss the form.


You crave for form(as most of the living) you miss the beauty of emptiness.


You ARE the sunshine,Pilgrim...separated as rainbow in many,yet ONE.


Thus spokenth the mahayogi!






To nourish the vital energy, keep watch in silence;


In order to subdue the mind, act with non-action.


Of movement and stillness, be aware of their origin;


There is no work to do, much less someone to seek.


The true and constant must respond to phenomena;


Responding to phenomena, you must be unconfused.


When unconfused, the nature will stabilize by itself;


When the nature stabilizes, energy returns by itself.


When energy returns, the elixir crystallizes by itself;


Within the pot, the trigrams of kǎn and lí are joined.


Yīn and yáng arise, alternating over and over again;


Every transformation comes like a clap of thunder.


White clouds form and come to assemble at the peak;


The sweet nectar sprinkles down Mount Sumeru.


Swallow for yourself this wine of immortality;


You wander so freely—who is able to know you?


Sit and listen to the tune played without strings;


Clearly understand the mechanism of creation.


It comes entirely from these twenty lines;


A true ladder going straight to Heaven.-Daoist text -



To us all towns are one, all men our kin. Life's good comes not from others' gift, nor ill. Man's pains and pains' relief are from within. Thus have we seen in visions of the wise !." - Tamil Poem-



Tuesday, May 03, 2011

The honey kripto mushroom from heaven was discovered!

Lead me from dreaming to waking. Lead me from opacity to clarity. Lead me from the complicated to the simple. Lead me from the obscure to the obvious. Lead me from intention to attention. Lead me from what I'm told I am to what I see I am. Lead me from confrontation to wide openness. Lead me to the place I never left, Where there is peace, and peace - The Upanishads
*note* amazing they have actually discovered my overgrown wisdom fungus muscle(the largest living thing on earth)

...in the Oregon forests..where I room like the coyote,munching on trees for breakfast..so they finally discovered my ass..good for them...and for me..at least they know my greatness at last..Halleluyah !!.
Thus spokenth the mahayogi to the bewildered grasshoppers from heaven!
-added by danny-
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Oregon's monster Kripto mushroom is world's biggest living thing(the spirit within you)

By Jeff Barnard(http://www.independent.co.uk/news/science/oregons-monster-mushroom-is-worlds-biggest-living-thing-710278.html)
The largest living organism ever found has been discovered in an ancient American forest.
The Armillaria ostoyae, popularly known as the honey kripto  mushroom, started from a single spore too small to see without a microscope. It has been spreading its black shoestring filaments, called rhizomorphs, through the forest for an estimated 2,400 years, killing trees as it grows. It now covers 2,200 acres (880 hectares) of the Malheur National Forest, in eastern Oregon.
The outline of the giant fungus stretches 3.5 miles (5.6 kilometres) across, and it extends an average of three feet (one metre) into the ground. It covers an area as big as 1,665 football fields.
The discovery came after Catherine Parks, a scientist at the Pacific Northwest Research Station in La Grande, Oregon, in 1998 heard about a big tree die-off from root rot in the forest east of Prairie City.
Using aerial photos, Ms Parks staked out an area of dying trees and collected root samples from 112. She identified the fungus through DNA testing. Then, by comparing cultures of the fungus grown from the 112 samples, she determined that 61 were from the same organism, meaning a single fungus had grown bigger than anything anyone had ever described before.
On the surface, the only evidence of the fungus are clumps of golden mushrooms that pop up in the autumn with the rain. "They are edible, but they don't taste the best," said Tina Dreisbach, a botanist and mycologist with the US Forest Service in Corvallis, Oregon. "I would put lots of butter and garlic on them."
Digging into the roots of an affected tree, something that looks like white latex paint can be seen. These are mats of mycelium, which draw water and carbohydrates from the tree to feed the fungus and interfere with the tree's absorption of water and nutrients. The long rhizomorphs that stretch into the soil invade tree roots through a combination of pressure and enzyme action.
In 1992, another Armillaria ostoyae was found in Washington state covering 1,500 acres, near Mount Adams, making it the largest known organism at the time.
"We just decided to go out looking for one bigger than the last claim," said Gregory Filip, associate professor of integrated forest protection at Oregon State University, and an expert in Armillaria. "There hasn't been anything measured with any scientific technique that has shown any plant or animal to be larger than this."
He said scientists want to learn to control Armillaria because it kills trees, but they also realize it has served a purpose in nature for millions of years.
Tigger's Song
From Winnie the Pooh and Tigger Too
Written by: Richard M. Sherman and Robert B. Sherman
Performed by: Paul Winchell [Tigger]

The wonderful thing about Tiggers
Is Tiggers are wonderful things
Their tops are made out of rubber
Their bottoms are made out of springs
They're bouncy, trouncy, flouncy, pouncy
Fun, fun, fun, fun, FUN!
But the most wonderful thing about Tiggers
Is I'm the only one

The wonderful thing about Tiggers
Is Tiggers are wonderful chaps
They're loaded with vim and with vigor
They love to leap in your laps
They're bouncy, trouncy, flouncy pouncy
Fun, fun, fun, fun, FUN
But the most wonderful thing about Tiggers
Is I'm the only one.

Tiggers are wonderful fellahs.
Tiggers are awfully sweet.
Everyone elses is jealous,
And thats why I repeat...
The wonderful thing about Tiggers
Are Tiggers are wonderful things
Their tops are made out of rubber
Their bottoms are made out of springs
They're bouncy, trouncy, flouncy, pouncy
Fun, fun, fun, fun, FUN!
But the most wonderful thing about Tiggers
Is I'm the only one.
Yes, I'm the only one
(GRRrrrrrr...) ooOOoooOOooooOOOO!!!

To nourish the vital energy, keep watch in silence;


In order to subdue the mind, act with non-action.


Of movement and stillness, be aware of their origin;


There is no work to do, much less someone to seek.


The true and constant must respond to phenomena;


Responding to phenomena, you must be unconfused.


When unconfused, the nature will stabilize by itself;


When the nature stabilizes, energy returns by itself.


When energy returns, the elixir crystallizes by itself;


Within the pot, the trigrams of heaven and earth are joined.


Yīn and yáng arise, alternating over and over again;


Every transformation comes like a clap of thunder.


White clouds form and come to assemble at the peak;


The sweet nectar sprinkles down Mount Sumeru.


Swallow for yourself this wine of immortality;


You wander so freely—who is able to know you?


Sit and listen to the tune played without strings;


Clearly understand the mechanism of creation.


It comes entirely from these twenty lines;


A true ladder going straight to Heaven.-Daoist text -




To us all towns are one, all men our kin. Life's good comes not from others' gift, nor ill. Man's pains and pains' relief are from within. Thus have we seen in visions of the wise !." - Tamil Poem-

Saturday, April 30, 2011

So he tries to jump into the VOID

Lead me from dreaming to waking. 
Lead me from opacity to clarity. Lead me from the complicated to the simple. Lead me from the obscure to the obvious. Lead me from intention to attention. Lead me from what I'm told I am to what I see I am. Lead me from confrontation to wide openness. Lead me to the place I never left, Where there is peace, and peace - The Upanishads
*note* lovely post I got today when I asked a question on my formidable oracle(the random post)...I won't tell you the question,but I tell you the result of it..kisses,grasshoppers from heaven!...check out the crazy dancing of Bobby Farrell (Roberto "Bobby" Alfonso Farrell (October 6, 1949 – December 30, 2010..he died from a sweet heart attack after performing in a public concert the same moves from this song ...at 61 years old he was..I LOVE the way he died!..truly he had style!..guess those crazy dancing moves were too much for him in the end..but hey..he loved it every second,and so does the kripto...)..is truly how the kripto inside you dances...kisses:)..marvelous dance,indeed!..one of a kind!..is the eternal dance of your beauty within you..and you don't even know it..ponder..and wake up those wisdom muscles!
-added by danny-
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*note*..Mister Bean is well intentioned,but he lacks will power...However his pure desire to be ONE with the SOURCE is active(from inside).
So he tries to jump into the VOID ,but his ego(false idea about him) tries to prevent his demise(he believes the void is annihilation ..wrongly)
So he keeps with his last ego fingers...till someone else(life or a person) steps on it and makes him ,,LET GO,,
Then he lets go,and he is fine.
So let go,everything will be fine.Powers beyond your understanding will help you in the journey...even if they step on your toes,or fingers...there is a purpose.
By the way..the laughing you hear in the background is the UNIVERSE laughing at YOU ....don't take life too seriously I said many times before....THE UNIVERSE IS LAUGHING AT YOU!!....when you'll laugh too.. THEN you'll KNOW the truth as YOURSELF,as I did...kisses:)..not before...I still wait for you to start laughing.Are you?...if you are,then you know the truth.
-added by danny-

Sunny, yesterday my life was filled with rain.
Sunny, you smiled at me and really eased the pain.
The dark days are gone, and the bright days are here,
My Sunny one shines so sincere.
Sunny one so true, I love you.
Sunny, thank you for the sunshine bouquet.
Sunny, thank you for the love you brought my way.
You gave to me your all and all.
Now I feel ten feet tall.
Sunny one so true, I love you.

Sunny, thank you for the truth you let me see.
Sunny, thank you for the facts from A to C.
My life was torn like a windblown sand,
And the rock was formed when you held my hand.
Sunny one so true, I love you.

Sunny

Sunny, thank you for the smile upon your face.
Sunny, thank you for the gleam that shows its grace.
You're my spark of nature's fire,
You're my sweet complete desire.
Sunny one so true, I love you.

Sunny, yesterday my life was filled with rain.
Sunny, you smiled at me and really eased the pain.
The dark days are gone, and the bright days are here,
My Sunny one shines so sincere.
Sunny one so true, I love you.

I love you.
I love you.
I love you.
I love you.
I love you.
I love you. ps.. Boney M   quote"Boney M. is a disco group created by German record producer Frank Farian. Originally based in West Germany, the four original members of the group's official line-up were Jamaicans Liz Mitchell and Marcia Barrett, Maizie Williams from Montserrat and Bobby Farrell from Aruba. The group was formed in 1975 and achieved popularity during the disco era of the late 1970s.") is a truly unforgettable name in the history of music. This glamorous and extremely charismatic group came together in 1976 and ever since then occupied a special place in the hearts of music lovers the world over. Frank Farian, Liz Mitchell, Maizie Williams, Marcia Barrett and Bobby Farrell formed Boney M.

Though Boney M made modest beginnings, they soon turned into a major hit with their music which was catchy, lively and very rhythmic. Boney M's music has influences of Reggae, Funk, Rock, Gospel and Disco.

Their songs had distinctive soul soothing melodies and foot tapping beats and this is probably the reason why Boney M's songs were played non stop at all the discos around the world.

Boney M became a sensational international hit and remained so till today..and so did the mighty Kripto..loved in the 3 realms,worshiped in 10..celebrated in the 18th also..:)

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Emptiness is the source - The best home videos are here

To nourish the vital energy, keep watch in silence;


In order to subdue the mind, act with non-action.


Of movement and stillness, be aware of their origin;


There is no work to do, much less someone to seek.


The true and constant must respond to phenomena;


Responding to phenomena, you must be unconfused.


When unconfused, the nature will stabilize by itself;


When the nature stabilizes, energy returns by itself.


When energy returns, the elixir crystallizes by itself;


Within the pot, the trigrams of heaven and earth are joined.


Yīn and yáng arise, alternating over and over again;


Every transformation comes like a clap of thunder.


White clouds form and come to assemble at the peak;


The sweet nectar sprinkles down Mount Sumeru.


Swallow for yourself this wine of immortality;


You wander so freely—who is able to know you?


Sit and listen to the tune played without strings;


Clearly understand the mechanism of creation.


It comes entirely from these twenty lines;


A true ladder going straight to Heaven.-Daoist text -




To us all towns are one, all men our kin. Life's good comes not from others' gift, nor ill. Man's pains and pains' relief are from within. Thus have we seen in visions of the wise !." - Tamil Poem-


Hakuin does not sketch himself in the idealized form of an enlightened one, or even in the realistic image of an austere zenji, but as a bald, fat, cross-eyed and hunch-backed old man...but then he kissed you:)...Lovely story of the creation purpose...shakti means manifestation,and shiva means the origin of it..the kiss is the joy of emptiness knowing itself...kisses from the mahayogi to you,grasshoppers from heaven!

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

Do you think spoon bending is real?

Lead me from dreaming to waking. Lead me from opacity to clarity.
Lead me from the complicated to the simple. Lead me from the obscure to the obvious. Lead me from intention to attention. Lead me from what I'm told I am to what I see I am. 

Lead me from confrontation to wide openness. Lead me to the place I never left, Where there is peace, and peace - The Upanishads
*note*you think bending spoons is hard?..I did that on my first try....
You must talk to the spoon..bend..my darling..bend...bend like the coyotes 12 inch wisdom muscle on the sahara desert..bent...lol..not really
But remember whom tell you the secret
1.I projected my own body at a distance many times..but the most famous ones was when the tv station came to search for me,since I was so real,they thought I was hiding in the closet...I still have the tape from the bewildered dudes,since they taped the whole thing...
2.If you don't believe I am a mahayogi, remember what was I told when I have seen Jesus when I was 5 years old,and drowned ...I was trying to swim on some swimming class ,and I landed on the top of the pool.
You might think someone was there to watch me,like the instructor?
You are wrong....nobody was there.
I was 5 years old..and the pool was 8 feet deep.(about 2 and a half meters)
And as I was siting on the bottom of the pool..I have seen my whole life..even BEFORE I was born.
Even when I was born..or everything..in 3 dimensions ..like a movie screen.
You can never IMAGINE that ..
YOUR witness inside you projects all your experiences,in a flash of a second..yet you know them
what I have seen of before I was born I can't tell you..for you'll not understand..but imagine I was something ancient ..OK ?(please understand that only your subconscious factor of MIND reincarnates,in an effort to know itself...your present mind will go away after death..the only way to preserve it to connect your experiences with the spirit within,but that is not possible unless you have your kundalini innate power awakened,(and sahaja yoga is the ONLY one whom gives you the true kundalini awakening..be aware I tried the others also,so don't try to trump the mahayogi...I am so old,I even remember my Adam name..please...but if you give me a kiss,I'LL return it to you thousands times..send me some hate,see what happens.........nobody sends hate to a mahayogi and escapes my famous kripto fungus..it will start on the shoulder and creep itself to your anus..then you'll feel the result of your hate..trust me..for I am YOU inside..and I know and FEEL everything..even your pain in your neck..due to reading my wisdom muscle words..ponder!!)and after that to connect it with your experience factor..or the soul..remember the soul is not something you have,but something you build...how you build it?..imagine a shadow on the wall as soul..and the light as spirit within you...the prophets and all the religions talked about the respecting some rules..those were necessary for the collective,so the few chosen ones might understand the meaning of,,resonance,, ..as I busted my ass trying to explain you,in my blog..if you ask 3 times and select ,,random post,,)
3. disable yourself in a light,like I did..and come back to talk about it....then you talk to me about spoon bending...for the time I was the light,and the forest..I bent the trees...for they were all me..when I fasted for 8 months?

I post my experiences so the future people whom might get them to realize they are just the mind forms manifesting...the spirit is one,but the mind uses the 4 elements,or even the fifth ,like consciousness ?
One time..I wanted to rain only night time,,..because I wanted no rain daytime,so I could walk around....
It rained every night for 40 days..till I realized it was me whom did it...ONLY when I said ,,stop,,..it stopped.
And yes..I bent a spoon with my mind...imagine what I can do with my nose!.....you can't even imagine,grasshoppers from heaven...but I tell you what........don't try to understand.
Ask my  large ear  wisdom muscle first...I can hear you already...
THINK!..I bend universes,not only spoons!..............I bend minds,karmas and destinies......I bent something it will last with you forever....the true power within you...yes sir!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thus spokenth   the mayayogi.... and yes I just imagined the spoon bent...and I bent it!..all you have to do is imagine it,but in yourself..as you do that,even the carrots not only the spoons will bend..what's the matter with you?you don't believe is so simple?..believe it!..that's the REAL secret!..for believing IS manifestation already(as an image on a screen,I mean...believing is actually projection of mental forms,which form reality..of course none are real,but they become real due to the MIND factor of manifestation of KNOWING itself..remember the Tao can't know itself other then manifesting itself in you..the forces are the atomic powers of attraction and rejection...but that is something else beyond that..imagine something which watches you,and is never part of creation,since is MAYA..imagine something you watch,as it watches you while you watch while you're watching at infinity..imagine something whom is your true SELF...yet it needs YOU(same as his shadow) to know itself trhu experiences..Imagine..(I WAS TOLD THIS knowledge when I asked ,,why am I here,,..and a Voice said from above WHILE I was the LIGHT ..and the FOREST WAS same light AS ME....you ARE HERE TO experience YOUR true NATURE.,,actually the voice was mine.,,,it said in english,,you are here to experience ...freaked me out,since it came from above the trees...and then I went,,poof,, as light,and I was watching my hands of light..and the trees were the same light as me..and everything was me..and I started to laugh so hard ..that even gods were afraid....really...for gods are just yourself..manifestations of your true nature)...that all YOU have to do is watch your body emotions,or more exactly your spirit power,or kundalini cool breeze (and you can't get that other then sahaja yoga))...ponder of my formidable words of wisdom,and examine your beliefs in this right moment..then look me in my eyes and tell me what you believe,and tell me again while you look at my wisdom brain muscle..and tell me again it was NOT you whom created your reality..do it,grasshoppers from heaven!..you did it?..good..now bend the spoon,please!..because there is no spoon..there is only YOURSELF whom bends..ponder...now bend over again!


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To nourish the vital energy, keep watch in silence;


In order to subdue the mind, act with non-action.


Of movement and stillness, be aware of their origin;


There is no work to do, much less someone to seek.


The true and constant must respond to phenomena;


Responding to phenomena, you must be unconfused.


When unconfused, the nature will stabilize by itself;


When the nature stabilizes, energy returns by itself.


When energy returns, the elixir crystallizes by itself;


Within the pot, the trigrams of heaven and earth are joined.


Yīn and yáng arise, alternating over and over again;


Every transformation comes like a clap of thunder.


White clouds form and come to assemble at the peak;


The sweet nectar sprinkles down Mount Sumeru.


Swallow for yourself this wine of immortality;


You wander so freely—who is able to know you?


Sit and listen to the tune played without strings;


Clearly understand the mechanism of creation.


It comes entirely from these twenty lines;


A true ladder going straight to Heaven.-Daoist text -








To us all towns are one, all men our kin. Life's good comes not from others' gift, nor ill. Man's pains and pains' relief are from within. Thus have we seen in visions of the wise !." - Tamil Poem-